a late night …

Am having a late night tonight … feeling extremely stressed up from work, pretty upset actually, hiaz.

Had worked almost till 8pm today, and not mentioning other days of the week where meeting ends closed to 8pm, working overtime till 9pm. Suddenly feeling … 真的好累了.

Gone are the days of my frequent laughter in the office and my office “darling” is complaining le. Ghee…

I’ve realised being stressed up is making me eat more, both foods & sweets. Wow, really been eating too much sweets.

Was going through some photos & videos of my kids when they are just little babies, and was feeling that time really flies, and they are such little cuties during those times. Didnt know that looking at those videos actually warmth up my heart and threatening tears at the eye edge.

Probably is the late night, or probably is the sentimental feeling right now. i guess that’s the reason why i always wanted more children, besides the closeness of having them in the tummy for that 9mths, the process of watching them grow up and learning things are really priceless.

Sitting on the mattress in my bedroom at this moment (my 2 kids sleeping soundly on the bed with occasionally of their tossing), background softly playing songs from my favourite radio fm933 plus the humming sounds from the air-con, i feeling relaxed and a little sad.